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| GRAND CHAMPIONS
...again (twice in a row)
winning feels soooo damn good!!!!
Coheed tonight. | | |
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this song explains it ALL:
And we wait above a road.
We're turning to go home.
And the silence from the side of the car,
Tells me everything and how we are.
Cause there's no more trying to make this so right.
There's no more trying tonight.
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if, I'm alone in your head.
I know something is wrong,
I just don't know what to do.
You say it's only me, and, that I'm so perfect for you.
I don't want to try no more,
I don't want to make this right.
I just want you to be true to me one time.
And you know it's not so easy when you're all alone,
And I wonder if I'm alone in your head.
Twelve days gone by, since I have saw you last,
I'll give this one more try,
I'll give it all my best, and, I'll ask
What could you be doing that is so much fun?
Without me by your side,
Without me by your side.
And, I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead,
And, I will take a step away, and, see if you come back,
Because there's no more trying to make this so right,
Theres no more trying,
Theres no more trying tonight.
We'll never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
We will never be the same,
Until you're done.
it's a good thing, but it hurts so bad.
I don't want to lose him forever!
I still love him.
&the bad thing is.. i think one of my friends is trying to get "closer" with him.
people tell me to move on and if it's meant to be then it is, but i can't.
hopefully it's really a break and not a break "up."
AM I PATHETIC!?!
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| [[mood]] awake.
wow! I haven't updated since the first day of school.
and we've been in school for almost a month.
i just don't care about this thing anymore.
i'm turning into a myspace whore, oh god!
as of, August 26th, 2005 Steven and I have been together for a year, and I've loved every second of it:
YAY!
on the other hand, in the past few days i've had a lot of old friends from Texas IM me and say how much they miss and love me and such. it made me feel special. I actually talked to Will on the phone.. while he was drunk, hah.
on the other other hand, I've decided on the tattoo I want. At first it was a small fairy on my hip (possibly my back) well, today I was searching on bmezine and saw a girl with the same tattoo larger on her back and it looks awesome.. i'm addicted. I'm going to see if my mom will let me get it sooner than my 18th.
And i might get tags on my car tomorrow, so i'll be able to drive me car anywhere besides school. and actually being able to do things ... | | |
| [[mood]] crappy.
yea.. last first day of high school today.
totally hate my schedule.
have no classes with hardly ANYONE.
1st mod i have with Steven, but he seems to enjoy it more b.c "Adam" is in that class. goodness.
he seems more excited about his other classes with other people. SO over it,
i see Steven like once a day, he doesn't even seem to care.
yea.. already ready for this year to be over.
ghey; | | |
| [[mood]] crushed.
Sooo.. i'm sure everybody thinks that me and Ashton have been hanging out A LOT, and yes.. we have and that's because I have been staying almost a week at her house because my parents have been out of town. It's been a lot of fun! No compliants. Now, that summer is officially over for us band kiddos, (one day left) nooooo! ... i mean YES!!! Well, I enjoyed my last week.. not sure about her. My parents get back tomorrow.
Monday starts the last week of Rookie Camp and the following week is Band camp and then school. woooo.....
Tuesday we get to go get schedules and all that stuff. you know?
and and and Tuesday is officially Steven and I's 11 Month!! how exciting. i love him to death.
I'm excited about this year, mainly because it's '06!! YAY!!
well, that is about it for now.. not sure what else to say. not very interested in these online journal things anymore. All most people write about anymore is how much there lives suck and blah blah blah. NOT MINE.. i'm lovin' it. plain and simple.
thend. | | |
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